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Kissed : The Beginning (Chapter 27)Chapter 27 : Behind It All
Alec was standing tall atop the roofs of Idris, he was looking down at the nightmare unfolding beneath his feet, fire, demons, shadowhunters fighting for their capital, bodies agonizing and the awful stenching smell that he’d never thought would fill the luminous streets of his youth. His heart was racing and his eyes could barely absorb all of the apocalyptic view but somehow each memories were burn deep down in his brain; the purple corpse, the great demons lurking in the shadows of Alicante, the blood smeared on the cobblestones, the demon towers dimmed and broken of all their glory... Alec felt his stomach churning with horror, selfishly happy to be here on his own, to have forbid his sister to come along after he’d tucked her safely in the Penhallow’s mansion while he was looking for Aline, his little brother shaking at the bottom of the stairs; he’d done his best to keep them away. He had a lingering thought for his par
Kissed : The Extras (Bonus Jalec Kiss)Bonus : Jalec Kiss, First Draft by C.C.
While Alec lead Jace up in the attic room, he tried to hold in his fury. If he’d been sympathetic in front of Jace’s sufferings a while ago, now the only thing that ran through his head was the unbelievable selfishness of his parabatai. Of course he was in pain but was it really a reason to hurt himself willingly? Didn’t he know that there were other person caring for him, wishing to help him? No, that had always pass over Jace’s head. What only mattered was his own pitiful drama. Alec was hurt too but did his parabatai saw that? Wondered about it? No, of course not. He was caught in his own swirl of self-hatred and didn’t bother about anything else. In a flash of lucidity, Alec realized that these harsh thoughts could be applied to him also... Didn’t he also acted selfishly around Magnus? Only thinking about his fears and upcoming doom if they’d be caught? Not caring about how the wa
Kissed : The Beginning (Chapter 26)Chapter 26 : Smelling the Storm
Magnus had spent a restless night. He’d thought about all the moments he’d shared with his friend, the good and the bad ones (as the guano, Ragnor hadn’t spoke to him for a decade!), how he could have called more often and stayed in contact regularly... All things he didn’t do. Being immortal make you care for what is fragile and mortal as well as letting you take for granted what’s been part of your life for centuries. He thought about Catarina and Tessa, even Raphael... they’d been part of his life at one moment or another and he could barely remember when he last talked to these persons that marked him deeply. How can moving forward could be a good thing when all you did by acting so was leaving parts of you behind? Magnus had never been more confused than now, looking at the wreckage before him. Ragnor had been an immutable sort of presence and now... he was gone.
He had taken care of his friend
Kissed : The Beginning (Chapter 25)Chapter 25 : What You Most Desired
Alec had barely slept that night. Not that he went to bed that early, more likely in the middle of the night, but the tight knots in his stomach hadn’t left him any peace. He’d rolled around, waiting and waiting... at one point, he didn’t know if he wanted Magnus to answer him or not. Was it better to have a polite note of ‘screw you’ than this ominous silence? He couldn’t tell. Athough, when the morning lighted up his room, and he heard the tell-tale sign of fire cracking, he thought relief would have claimed him but no... not at all.
Anxiety had built up in Alec’s chest more than he would have like. He had awaited Magnus’ message with a strange mix of eagerness, fear and longing. It all came crashing down on him when he read the few words. If he was angry and afraid of Simon’s fate, what sent his hopes crashing down was the last line.
Although, sorry barely begins to cover
Kissed : The Beginning (Chapter 24)Chapter 24 : Fighting What You Want (Part 1)
Magnus felt the eyes on him like a burning fire. He wanted nothing more than turn around and return the gaze as longingly as he wished and felt like. He wanted nothing more than to run to his beautiful shadowhunter and kiss him senseless until he forgot his own name. He wanted to hold him and swear to him that no matter how much pain the blue-eyed boy would throw upon on, he would still love him, still be there for him whenever he desired to. He wanted all of these things but didn’t act upon any. Because Alec didn’t want their relationship to be lived in the daylights, Alec didn’t know if he wanted Magnus more than his moron of a parabatai, Alec didn’t give him any choice in loving him and mostly, Alec was far too important to him to risk spoiling whatever the young shadowhunter wished of his life. It was up to Alec to know what he wanted to risk and what he wanted his life to be. Magnus himself had to d
Kissed : The Beginning (Chapter 23)Chapter 23 : What’s Under the Facade
Alec was staring out the window of his room at the Penhallow’s house. He was feeling strangely detached from everything going on. He was clutching at his cell phone as if it was a lifeline, even though it was stupid of him to expect a contact from Magnus whatsoever; they were most definitely over and there was also this little detail that no electronic device was working in Idris. He couldn’t help himself though. Simon was knocked out, bleeding from his wound unconscious of the crisis he’d stirred up. Jace was gloomy, unresponsive and Alec guessed it had something to do with Clary’s absence… that was more than suspiscious. Isabelle was alright, her wounds hadn’t been lethal and that brought out some vague relief within him. His parabatai hadn’t tried to discuss with him after their flicker of comprehension when they’d fell out of the portal and he was glad, somehow. Although, he could onl
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