Need a break... well more than I already did.

Hello guys!! First let me tell you how wonderful people you are... For the comments, for your great arts and even happy birthdays! I'm glad I brought you all some great moments with my writing or/and photography. I know I've been missing for more than 6 months and told you all I'd be back soon but I just can't seem to get around to it. Lost a bit of the flame and I don't want to keep you all hanging. I feel a little need to be remote and quiet lately and can't find it in me to write something. I know it's awful and I hate that I have a certain pattern of dropping things but i'd rather be honest about it.
If, and if only, I keep on with Kissed or any other stories, there will be more chance that I will place then on FFnet or AO3 (same username if you're interested) but it won't be for a while and after I've written a good amount not just a flimsy chapter here and there... Also, I'd like to find a good reliable proof-reader, who would hang around and not do a half-assed job like it happened to me lately. I'm not a native english speaker and I feel a little self-conscious with my grammatical errors and would like someone to help through this regularly not when they feel like it.
Nonetheless, I want you all to know that your support, respect and love means a lot to me. It had been a while I'd written before Malec won my heart and you gave me the chance to know I still had it. Which is why there's a little hope that this is not a complete goodbye!
You're welcome to bitch and moan to me about this, and you'll be totally right. Sorry about it

With love,
Sabrina